c++ programming

c++ programming is such a pain in the neck..
understanding codes...
memorizing codes...
hands-on quizzes...
hands-on examinations...
each activity everyday makes it worse for me to understand all those codes..
HECK THEM ALL..

4th year as a hiGh schOOL student

As a high school student, one requirement to pass is to do your research paper in english grammar and composition AND research paper in MORALITY... heck hell of researches to make PLUS.. DEFENSE after the research is done..

after those steps in making thesis statement, outlines and of COURSE narrowing your topic.. NOW, we are ON writing our researches in the yellow pad.. PLUS waking up early every morning for regular stamps and bonus stamps if there are.. AND staying up late just to make 3-full pages for a regular stamp and also 3-full pages for a bonus stamp...

PLUS..PLUS... not enjoying this year's ATENEO FIESTA because of documenting our papers during those days.. HELL with that..

BUT, it was awfully fun making it.. pushing yourself to do it in the wee hours and waking up early for stamps.. BOnus is you get 2 big eyebugs for it... and a lot of stress for you..

"As doctors, we're trained to give our patients just the facts. But what our patients really want to know is - will the pain go away? Will I feel better? Am I cured? What our patients really want to know is - is there hope? But, inevitably, there are times when you find yourself in the worst case scenario. When the patient's body has betrayed them and all the science we have to offer has failed them. When the worst case scenario comes true, clinging to hope is all we've got left."-meredith

"Disappearances happen in science. Disease can suddenly fade away, tumors go missing, and we open someone up to discover the cancer is gone. It's unexplained. It’s rare, but it happens. We call it mis-diagnosis. Say we never saw it in the first place, any explanation but the truth. That life is full of vanishing acts. If something that we didn’t know we had disappears... do we miss it"-Meredith

"People have scars. In all sorts of unexpected places. Like secret roadmaps of their personal histories. Diagrams of all their old wounds. Most of our wounds heal, leaving nothing behind but a scar. But some of them don't. Some wounds we carry with us everywhere and though the cut's long gone, the pain still lingers."

"What's worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful or old wounds that should've healed years ago and never did? Maybe our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we've been and what we've overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That's what we like to think. But that's not the way it is, is it? Some things we just have to learn over and over and over again."-Meredith

"Surgeons always have a plan. Where to cut, where to clamp, where to stitch. But, even with the best plans complications can arise, things can go wrong."-Meredith

DENNY: "No. Sometimes we’d be at the same place at exactly the same time and I can almost hear her voice. It’s like I’m touching her. I like to believe she knows I’m there. That’s all you get. That’s it. Moments with the people you love. And they’ll move on and you’ll want them to move on. But still, Meredith, that’s all you get. Moments."

future career

as i watch myself doing what i want
i feel comfortable and happy
i feel that i can go to heaven...

but doing what i do not want makes me feel so bad..
so bad it hurts inside...

people give you advices in what to take in college
if you say this and that they will tell you what happens when you took it
and i don't want it that way... i want it my way...
i do not listen to them because what i really want is the choice i got to make..
i take risks so that in the end i make myself feel good.
if i fail then you learn from it..
so LEARN from it..
Don't quit if your tired and you think your wasting your time on this things..

**"future careers"**

i want to be a surgeon...
i want to operate...
i want to know and see what's the "real thing" inside a human body...
i want it just like that....

i watch Grey's Anatomy....
because it's interesting....
it gives me the excitement when they're dealing with the "things" in the patients body...


FIRST, i would take up nursing and proceed to MEDICINe..
because it's what i like most...
i want it badly...
and i think i can do it.....


and as for you
what you want most in college is the best choice you have...
don't let your parents decide...
be yourself....
you will not be happy if your doing what you do not like...

so speak out....

BE it...